The other night I realized that life was just a dream Im lost in this world of hate my emotions cant be seen for if i where to show how i really felt inside you'd lock me up... like im some kind of harm I cant handle this shit I cant handle this pressure my life is such bullshit.. I slash my wrists I take the pills then you ask me why.... THIS LIFE OF MINE is all lies... They give me looks make me feel all awkward inside you call me a freak... just cause im different not like you to judgemental to realize who i really am inside I cant handle this shit I cant handle this pressure my life is such bullshit.. I wish I could be someone else besides myself I cant handle anything im scared and lost my lifes going to end im to weak inside to keep myself alive I cant handle this shit I cant handle this pressure my life is such bullshit.. I must end all this shit! I feel numb I feel lost I feel weak I feel keen I feel lifeless.... cause im dead ITS MORE OF LYRICS THEN POETRY... oh ya and the ending part is where it fades out... and the guitar is playing lighter... im working on the tabs now...
Reason for writing:
Read it I mean its the way i feel..
Birth sign: Aries
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