My shattered dreams These deepened scars Put broken glass inside my head And brings a pain I cannot rid An emotional torment A mind that won’t rest “Get up, Get out Scream in anguish, let it out, Leave me alone, Let me hurt” A tormented, enraged outburst Innocence was torn from within myself At such a young age...why? Am I the only one this fucked up? Can’t I just curl up and die? Am I on my own? This fight I cannot win Sometimes I wish my luck would change Yet I know that just wastes my time I am nothing This total rejection This feeling I’ve felt for so long It takes me down...down...down Sometimes it seems, I just might Be able to waterdown my fears But I never can, they hold on too strong You are the closest to happiness I have got I love you for what I am not.
Reason for writing:
This poem really is just about what i was thinking at the time, it really is a recurring feeling within myself, and i hate it.
Birth sign: Leo
You need to log in to edit this poem if it is yours.
View more poems by Phreaddee Gorphalan.