My world is so full of tension I’m so confused... I can’t sleep it’s so lonely So much to say, no one to tell... I remember a time, Not so long ago... When one person, one amazingly wonderful person Was there for me... I wanted to tell you It could’ve been so sweet... Because Samantha, I’d do anything for you... But for what? As I can’t be with you And still I want to know Why I’m just letting this die Is there nothing I can do? I love to be with you... Would you avoid me if I told you? Would you treat me different... It’s a cruel world When happiness is still, Just out of my reach... I’ll never forget how I felt And I’ll never forget the times we shared I have your hair clips stuck to my wall, A permanent reminder... I don’t want to lose this memory, I don’t want to fall. I wish I could tell you, I wish I had the courage To come out and say, "Samantha, I love you" And there’s a gaping hole In the centre of my heart, And for the rest of my life, I’ll be waiting for you... I know I’d be kidding myself If I for one minute believed That you’d want me... I know I’m clutching at straws I know I want something I can never have... Yet Samantha, It feels so good to be near you It feels so good when I’m with you I wish you could see what I see I wish you could feel what I feel I wish...I wish...I wish... But nothing I say or do Will ever make you say "I love you"
Reason for writing:
I was madly in love with this girl called Samantha, but I knew that she was just too good for me, and no matter how hard I tried, or how good friends we bacame, that i'd never ever be with her.
Birth sign: Leo
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