i gave up on ever getting you back and i ran into the woods pulled it over your picture then put on my hood and i ran for my sanity and overall, my life i felt the penetration of my heart with a knife and as i did i called your name running with tears flying and it seemed a shame that a man like me was ever crying knowing you were never coming home again ripped me to shreds im never going to anymore beds i can still see your smile as i fly by my friends hood coming off in the wind and i cry and the sobs rip into me pushed the button, hit end and the sobs ripped through me till i could not take it never coming home again i said like a mantra repeat like a mantra running through my head and i called your name till it fused with all i had ever known wild oats have been sown i will die knowing i could have saved you and knowing i could have did more but, no, i acted like a hog more accurately, a boar once again i feel my feet flying like coby dick of papa roach im running and im crying and whats worse when i saw you leave i should have called your name but i didn't and because of me life will never be the sameBirth sign: Aries
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