i dont get it i dont connect with these people i feel like someone misplaced me and now the consequences are roaring in my ears i cant stop it i dont know what to do there is no one here to talk to and i cant tell the difference between what would be good and what would be bad i thought things would be better if i tried this out for you i thought i could handle it ok but everything is going to hell bad thoughts are coming back like they were years ago things i dont want things i thought id never get again i dont feel right here there is no protection for me and there is no security i am not like them i think in a way that they wouldnt understand im sick of hiding so i wont be laughed at what am i supposed to learn from this i thought i went through this already so i guess i am a coward i guess im giving up i thought things would be better.
Reason for writing:
I moved across the country this year and I'm doing my senior year of highschool here. Things aren't going that good, I dont know if I should go back home or homeschool or what. Let me know what you think if you're interested in giving any advice.
Birth sign: Aquarius
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