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by chris - Aries

Seventeen stories high
seventeen stories closer to the sky
smoke pierces my eyes
heart feels beaten
and I just look around and sigh.

Music in my mind
memories seem to fly
arms wide open
I see what you mean
but I still don't understand why.

Holes puncuate my walls
pictures have grown so small
happiness eludes me
my anger and loneliness is all I can recall.

Your so different
change is all you see
nothings the same you say
and I don't remember
what has made me distant
what has made us alone
what has caused this pain inside me.

We all tend to grow
change is a part of becoming one
with who we really are
once a butterfly
has now become a lifeless bore.

Turned angry
lie in my bed
and I look around
feel how you moved me
that I was a piece of your puzzle
a game you might say
that you loved to play
but you've put me in my grave
and buried me to stay.

Have I changed
hide my eyes
from the blood shot stains
my misery and love
is all in vain
but I still struggle on
and remain the same.

Reason for writing:

    Ex girlfriends, and current girls    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-09-26 20:58:25
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:48
Poem ID: 57732

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