i loved you, you screwed me

by antwan fields - Aries

stomp. 
i could have been yours forever and ever
but you chose to be clever
waiting after we broke up for two days
before you started your playing ways
lets not even ask 
why you never drank from the flask
and when we rarely, if ever, kissed
you turned your head away, and i got pissed 
i still loved you truly and dearly
did you feel the same for me? not nearly
i weeped for love, got only hate
and felt like eventually leaving the state 
dont be cold, i said in bed 
but you were to me, sex life dead
i wanted to know, where did we go wrong
right after that game of ping pong 
and i feel fear: that i may grow to be like you 
and if this is true, i'm through
and when i sold the house, i cried
as inside of me, a little bit died
and as i write this, trying to control my tears
my love, above is who i hold dear
do not challenge me, for i may be blue
it was my choice as up i grew
do not mistake me for being a fool 
for you may be cruel but what was i?
a tool
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-09-28 11:12:22
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:49
Poem ID: 57758

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