No gentle rain (insecurity of the writer)

by Paul - Libra


No gentle rain,
no growing wind,
his words on her beauty
like the locust cloud,
a train-load of predators
strip bare,
pick clean
the grain
and the green leaf.

No loyal slave,
no willing accomplice to her looks,
he gave her the hangman’s kiss,
brought the leper’s hand to her face.

No careful shepherd,
but the famished wolf to kill the lamb,
drag the carcass back to his books,
eat the flesh,
crack the bones open,
lick out the marrow.

But wait,
dead she would only be a ghost
to haunt him.

As you can see,
it wasn’t really love,
more a kind of sick hatred
based on fear of something more powerful.
Her sex in its freedom
surpassed and escaped his need for her,
it could run too far too quickly,
outpace him,
leave him behind.

So he built her a cage
with the clean lines and straight edges
of the written page
where she can 
spend her days in captivity,
seen and admired,
fed through the bars
on titbits of praise and affection.

But in his mind 
she pines for her freedom to hurt him,
to taunt and tease every stranger,
flirt with them,
slip between their sheets,
find a thousand ways to please them
this afternoon 
and perhaps again tomorrow.
Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 2000-09-30 10:46:18
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:49
Poem ID: 57772

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