it wasn't what i planned

by antwan fields - Aries

when you first took off your clothes
and we lay down
and when we finally began to kiss
and i began to frown
and should i have ever been right
it wasn't my round
and should i have been wrong 
i would have been run into the ground
weeping as i did
after the fact i deadpanned 
but the simple truth is 
it wasn't what i had planned
sans love, was our act
sans warmth was the afterglow
i was shivering 
my chagrin beginning to grow 
and this would have been a nice end 
but for one thing 
she forgot the love but
the miller lite i forgot to bring
and should i have made another try
well, if i had
i wouldn't be so guilt-ridden
and i wouldn't feel so bad
but this is where i get off
any warmth and love were banned 
but if i had known this early
it wasn't what i planned

Reason for writing:

    the first girl i ever had sex with...this was about her 
so tiffany, if you read this,this is about you
come on and speak to me    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-10-03 14:49:00
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:50
Poem ID: 57814

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