Painful Separation

by Venkatesh - Aquarius

Yellow  signal , 
And  a  waved  green  flag , 
A  whistle  is  sounded , 
And  the  train  moves , 

Starting  slowly , 
On  a  long  journey , 
Taking  me  away , 
From  friends  and  Family, 

My  face , 
Brushes  against , 
The  fast  flowing  air , 

My  hands  wave , 
As  I  feel  this  cool  breeze , 
Saying  goodbye , 
To  the  people , 
I  trust  and  love , 

While  waving , 
My  carriage , 
Drifts  slowly  further , 
Creating  a  distance , 

Opening  a  gap , 
In  my  heart , 
Separating  me , 
From  them , 
Family , Relatives , Friends , 

What  can  I  do ? 
As  tears  on  the  outside , 
Becomes  pain  inside , 
Causing  a  heart  burn , 

I  interrogate  myself , 
Asking , pondering , wondering , 
The  same  question , 
My  relatives, family , friends , 
Ask, ponder  and  wonder ? 

When ? When ? 
Does  our  reunification , 
Reoccur , 
As  it  did , 
So  many  times  before , 

A  moment , 
In  time , 
In  the  near  future , 
We  all  anticipate . 

Reason for writing:

    The  peom  speaks  for  itself  really . I  wrote  this  as  i  was  saying  goodbye  to  my  realtives  and  friends  when  departing  from  a  train  station  in  India . This  was  the  second  last  leg  of  my  journey  back  to  Ireland . I  spent  three  weeks  in  India  with  my  relatives  and  friends . I  enjoyed  every  minute  of  my  stay  there . It  was  the  best  trip  I  had  ever  had . During  my  stay  I  got to  know  my  cousins  really  well  because  this  was  the  first  time  i  went  there  at  an  age  where  i  could  be  aware  of  everything , as  an  18yr old . Not  like  when  I  went to  India  three  yrs  ago  and  when  I  forgot  everyone  i  met  cause  i  was  only  15 . I  was  not  really  interested  in  knowing  anyone  really  well  either  when  I  was  15 . So  this  time it  was  difficult  for  me  to  hold  back  my  emotions . Even  now  as  i  am typing  this , back  in  Ireland , i  think  about  my  cousins  every  day . It  was  the  first  time  they  got  to  know  me  really  well  and  vice  versa . They  asked  me  when  they  would  see  me  again . This  was  the  hardest  of  all  qs  to  answer . I  told  them  minimum  another  3  yrs  and  max. another 5 yrs . THis  was  the  reality . But  i  was  very  glad  to  have  met  them . I  am   glad  that  I  have   cousins  like  them. I  miss  my  grandparents  as  well . There  is  also  one  special  person  that  I  miss  as well . THis  person  I  will  reveal  in  my  next  poem .For  now , I  want  to  dedicate  this  poem  to  all  my  relatives  whom  I  miss  so  dearly . Especially  my  grandparents , my  cousins - Hari , Buvana & Kamali  and  one  family  who  is  unrelated  but  whom  i  treat  like  a  part  of  mine  for  what  they  have  done .    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2000-10-04 10:13:11
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:50
Poem ID: 57825

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