love spoken ( falling on my sword)

by derek garner - Virgo

no wonder i'm alone
i can't talk in code
i'm old
that's it
i'm old
Teresa is running away
but i love her
upside down it spells
i can't get over her
my first physical love
my fist submission to will
my first failure
upside down it spells
my first failure

in your womb
i forgot i wasn't supposed to be here
in your womb
i never should have been allowed
to stumble upon it
with two left feet
in your womb
i was a freeloader
no child though
upside down it spells
i never should have abused you

no you can't hear me when
i'm talking, no, crying to your photo
who am i kidding?
upside down it spells
i'm a loser

fantasy is my biggest enemy
i am king here
supreme concubine, conqueror
how did i ascend?
upside down it spells
i'm delusional
my minds eye is a brutal comic
i thought i just saw you
Teresa, 
your name on my lips
upside down it spells
i'm sorry

Reason for writing:

    Teresa was the first girl I fell in love with    

Birth sign: Virgo
Date created: 2000-10-05 18:31:36
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:50
Poem ID: 57841

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