in my own private hell

by antwan fields - Aries

staring at the wall
wondering about gall
and crying my eyes out 
giving a little shout
pursed lips
refuse to eat on trips
crying whenever i see anything that reminds me of you
and i was always true
breaking up is always hard to do
i thought i had maturity
but that wasn't purity
crazy with jealousy 
is this really happening 
sand in my brain
standing in the pouring rain
and i love you 
funny how i took those words for granted
and now where am i 
i cant' see straight 
maybe it was fate
and now i am late
sadness flowing like a river
like that book the giver
and i wont live to tell
 about the depths of my own private hell

Reason for writing:

    this is what breaking up with ANYONE is like for me    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-10-07 17:45:15
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:51
Poem ID: 57894

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