i can't go on

by Antwan Fields - Aries

ever since you left me ive been wondering 
should i stay around
should i keep myself alive
should i put myself down
too much time spent over what we lost
all the trouble that i caused between us
and i stroke the trigger on the colt wondering 
if there will be pus
i ask myself every day 
should i kill myself anyway 
save the cops the trouble
because now i have started to see double
im going to die
when is the only question
maybe ill even die 
of indigestion
call the authorities!
seeing you with him was the final straw 
jealousy was my most
fatal flaw
so this leaves me with one choice
it involves doom
up comes the colt
and it goes:
BOOM!
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-10-10 15:43:57
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:51
Poem ID: 57916

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