we'll meet again

by orange_4_m - Sagittarius

Just a note to say "Im Sorry"
   I know I should have told you,
   I was just so scared youd stop loving me
   stop trusting me, and treat me different.
I wanted to smile, honestly. I tried.
   But, the rain set in, just then
   And poured on my teenage body
   And melted my soul into mud.
I cried and cried about it.
   I contemplated wether it was wrong or right.
   And this time, it was.
   Maybe not your right or wrong, but my own.
And, Please, dont miss me.
   Itll only make it worse
   I know that you loved me, I knew that from the beginning
   This wasnt your fault, it was mine.
Dont try to make me come back.
   I cant, I wont. 
   Im happy with my decision now,
   If its wrong, oh well, its over with.
And even though Im gone.
   I will miss you.
   And try not to think too hard about where you went wrong.
   Because you didnt.
If I've lost your love,
   Ill regain it somehow.
   If only through memories and photographs.
   Someday, we'll meet again.
   
   Love, me
   

Birth sign: Sagittarius
Date created: 2000-10-13 21:10:21
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:52
Poem ID: 57958

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