i write to you baby

by orange_4_m - Sagittarius

i write to you baby
in my suicidal pen.
im nervous,
my mind is twitching again.
i just want to seal the envelope
and go to bed.

i dream about you baby
in my nightmare fantasies.
i dream about you chasing
and then making love to me.
but then you pull out the gun
and set my sins free.

im falling, again, baby
you just push me further down.
how much further left to go?
ive already hit the ground...

i talk to you baby
in my imagination.
when i close my eyes you become
my own creation.
an exact replica of you except
in 2-d dimension.

I touch you baby
but i never can feel.
i just bleed right through
as if your body werent real.
Then you cut my wrists and 
then you ask me how it feels. 

im falling, again, baby
you just push me further down.
how much further left to go?
ive already hit the ground...

ive already hit the ground,
its time to come back up.
cant you see baby,
Ive had enough.

I dont wanna fall for you anymore...
Birth sign: Sagittarius
Date created: 2000-10-13 21:44:48
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:52
Poem ID: 57959

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