If i hadnt fallen in luv with you

by orange_4_m - Sagittarius

Listening to the fan moan,
The ceiling cracks with delight.
I pull the blankets over my head,
To face another lonely night.
I toss, I turn. I yell your name.
Yet, you do not run to me.
Im having another nightmare,
But it isnt a dream.

Its reality.

The alarm buzzes with exuberance,
I get up to brush my teeth.
I grab the phone. Maybe if I call,
You will fall back in love with me.
No, thats silly, I tell myself,
Hop in the shower and cry.
Hold the razor close too my wrist,
And hope to god I die.

It paints the curtain red,
Screams stick to me like paper glue.
This never would have happened if
I hadnt fallen in love with you.

Birth sign: Sagittarius
Date created: 2000-10-17 17:26:38
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:53
Poem ID: 57993

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