Forgotten Past

by ashley - Aquarius

The love I feel for you is never ending
everyday tring to overlook it,
but it appears in everything I see.
The love i feel for you is old,
burning in my soul.
i tremble when I see you,
remembering the way we parted.
The love I feel for you is hate,
an endless confusion racing in my head,
with no finish line.
The love I feel for you is unfair,
not like it used to be,
for it changes daily.
I never speak you name,
hoping one day i will see your face again and my feelings will be tame.
Maybe then you will understand the hell I live in daily,
because of you.
Because of your unspoken feelings.
You hide them from the world.
I wonder if you ever shed a tear 
when you think of me,
when you picture my face.
when you remember how we used to be,
when you were around,
when you said i love you before you even knew how love would feel.
Remembering the last days,
am I in your thoughts?
Or am I a forgotten past?

Reason for writing:

    I was, am, in love with a guy who moved away, and is soon coming back. i think of how it will be when i see him for the first time. when he left we were on bad terms, really bad terms, but we have history and all i think oabout is how we used to be and if when he comes back if it will be the same.    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2000-10-18 02:57:37
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:53
Poem ID: 58004

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