freedom of choice(to be me)

by antwan fields - Aries

i speak and am met with derision 
get this faggot of the stage, the shout comes
i try to wait them out but it never happens
why am i always the one?
symptom of a loser:
think about what i should have said later
and my turning away 
just shakes you to the core, doesn't it?
there is a light at the end of the tunnel
and im speeding toward it 
i came out, its your turn 
can't we still be friends
but wait! you say 
who wants to be friends with a cocksucker 
you say
well i guess you're not my friend any more
but thats your choice
no one ever made me do something i didn't want to do
i don't want to listen to anymore homophobic bullshit
it wasn't being on my own for so long 
it was my choice
my freedom 
to be me
i called you and got a dial tone when you found out who it was
oh well... 
guess that's just the way it is
and like tupac said:
SOME THINGS WILL NEVER...CHANGE
like who i am.
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-10-18 14:07:55
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:53
Poem ID: 58010

You need to log in to edit this poem if it is yours.

View more poems by antwan fields.