at the graduation with that girl shaking her ass on me and my boys screaming, "youre afraidyoure afraid", i did disappear and when some one better came into the picture and you wanted to be with that someone and all that i ever stood for i put down the drain for you i did disapper my morality, my self-respect, everything that was drilled into me for sixteen years that i followed to the letter never disobeyed never felt wrong for obeying all down the drain it wasn't my plan but out came the flan try i did to control what i was and when i did, i felt great but could it be fate that has me here at the crossroads standing here being caressed over and over again that old antwan fields? who used to say that his love would only be for a woman? he disappeared and i dont miss him nor do i miss his life but you know what im still antwan fields i did disappear and i still dont know where i am or who i am and it makes no sense what i used to be and no idea what i am now i graduated from school doesn't make me a philosopher but it sure made me feel bad no one is watching my back anymore and if my enemies catch sight of me i will disappear forever.Birth sign: Aries
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