you ruined my life again

by Antwan Fields - Aries

oh, love makes you do strange things
way too many to be counted
and all i started with was wanting a fuck
instead, i fell in love 
and he took advantage
kept telling me he was with a friend
was lying to me
be honest, he asked me
which do you prefer
being in a relationship or being straight?
thia he asked me,increduluously
after he had just fucked me !
he didn't want me 
guess i have to accept that
he was my first guy 
and they say you always love your first
he didn't love me 
he proved it!
he did!
so,i hope youre happy 
wherever you are
because you took a 17-year old boy
and you ruined his life 
my life

Reason for writing:

    my first lover- he broke my heart earlier this week
and i try not to think about him, but i still love him    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-10-20 13:57:59
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:54
Poem ID: 58062

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