The month of January comes with deep regret The fifth I will never forget The pain was so deep and severe, You did not know the end was near I saw you moving on the screen My heart was beeting, I wanted to scream I should have ran the other way But his voice rang "you have to stay" I try to understand why he never let me vent or cry After all you were part of him and I He made me put my sadness up high on a shelf Only to be taken down alone, by myself (please don't make any judgements on me because of this) No one knows the pain I suffer And that I have no choice but to cover The shame and regret I now feel Will forever be with me, so very real Forgive me Trevor Dakota, my child, my son I am suffering... But "him"... He won
Reason for writing:
This is a true poem about the hardest time of my life.
I was forced to kill my little boy because of his father whome
didn't want him.
Birth sign: Gemini
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