Angel of Disgrace I wish my eyes were shut Then I'd have no fears Go through life With no hate or tears. Or if I were numb I'd feel no pain Never drowning in shadows Or soaking in shame. Maybe an angel Feeling good so much Then I wouldn't be scared Of loves sweet touch. Kissing me softly With on deep breath Sweeping me into Eternity with the rest. I wish I wasn't Always so alone Everybody's something I just want to go home. Nobody to talk to They're all cloned and fake And then there's me Easy to break. They think I stand on a pedestal Perfect picture in a frame There's more to it Underneath the mask there's shame. Horrible things Said and done But nobody will listen To them it's fun. I hold on to my anger Locked in a box Chains all around it Attached are locks. I wish there was a key To let it all out But instead it builds up Exploding without a doubt. Sometimes I want to scream So long that life escapes Then I'd shut my eyes I'd be the angel of disgrace.
Reason for writing:
I felt like a nobody, I felt like nobody needed me.
Birth sign: Taurus
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