again

by antwan fields - Aries

again i feel unloved and uncared for
and ever since i came out 
my best friend still doesn't belive me 
and no one even knows why
my mother has supported me for so long 
i wouldn't have lived without her
i don't even care what flies through the air
the rest of you homophobes can die
so you think if you saw me on the street
you could do it again
cause my self-confidence damage
and damage all my life
i haven't loved enough
again
i haven't found anyone 
and when i lie awake at night and think
when i meet god face to face
again
what will he say?
will he speak of what i have done
and most of all 
who will i be there with
eternal i am
i refuse to be stopped 
again
i will love as if i am straight 
and fuck around as if i am straight 
do you realize
that i was a good boy
and still am
but i will not worry about that
because we are all what we are
and now i will ask for your love
again. 
will god 
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-01 20:47:52
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:58
Poem ID: 58250

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