how to go on even though your heart is broken

by Antwan Fields - Aries

after he broke my heart and i could not see straight 
and i told myself it could only have been fate
i stare at the wall and beg him to call
and explain what he was doing with this ass i called my friend 
do you realize the damage that you have caused 
my self-esteem is shot, my requiem is hell
im tired of being mr.nice guy, tired of having to fly
why cant you just help me off count and die?
and i hid afterward, wishing i could just stay
under my bed for the rest of my life
why must it always be me 
that has to get broken
sure, you said i cheated
but i didn't and ive said this before 
im a slut but not a whore
yet.
asterisks near my name
what i asked for?
a new heart
but i must go on
because if i dont
ill never come back
no i won't
you might have hurt me 
but to help you by going away
that's not going to happen
my heart may be broken 
but my spirit will live on

Reason for writing:

    my ex-boyfriend-this was for his cheating ass    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-01 21:33:42
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:58
Poem ID: 58254

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