i am not everything you want

by Antwan Fields - Aries



i may be what you think i am
and that is why you don't want me 
i don't know what your parents want 
i don't go to church,i have no religion
im not rich, my parents were upper-lower class
i may be poor, but i'm no boor 
and i am not everything you want
i lost my virginity when i was 15
and i was fucking with guys when i was seventeen
i can smile at your parents 
but it is apparent that im too much of a goody-two shoes
so you think 
im not the stereotypical gay guy
your parents expected me to b feminene 
now imagine their shock
because i am not everything you want
my cock isn't like a barber pole
my hair isn't blond
my skin is the wrong color 
and my parents are the same 
my abuelo was a worker 
the rest of the family is straight
imagine how they looked
when i said i was here for their son
and not ANY of there daughters
but it doesn't matter
because vertical horizon was so fucking wrong
how?
i am not everything you want
or anything you need

Reason for writing:

    this was feasting on my own thought that i am not gay boyfriend material
my own thought    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-01 21:48:03
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:58
Poem ID: 58255

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