fuck you, you were not my friend

by antwan fields - Aries

fuck you
you think i want to die?
you think i give a shit about how i go
just as i go
honor me 
go get fucked and remember i sent you
i have never questioned that i live 
just as i wished
and if i fucking die before i wake 
then know that i regret nothing 
and feel bad about even less
go to hell and understand
that even in your ignorance
and that you showed your ass 
fuck you again
after all we went through you have the nerve 
to question my life choice 
well, fuck you again
i do as i feel
and if you want it you got it
no you don't!
fuck off!!
and take these homophobic, gay-bashing dickheads with you!!

Reason for writing:

    i am pissed again. '
some asshole leaned out of his car earlier and asked me was i gay
when i told him i was, he said he was going to kill me
i told him i wasn't going to let him.
the catch? he was my best friend from grade school
and didn't know i was gay    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-02 20:49:38
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:58
Poem ID: 58264

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