destiny

by Antwan Fields - Aries

when i stood on the stage and looked out at the crowd
did i know it was my destiny to nearly fail
did i know what i am destined for 
no i did not
i wait for a sign
that i will survive the night
and that my life will continue to roll
i am the one 
i ask for one last quest 
as the destruction begins inside me
i look into the darkness
oh, heavenly father, is this my destiny?
to die having never known what love is?
is this my life?
the end is near, they say 
the gates are swinging closed
but what must i do to get there 
before they close and keep me out?
it is my destiny to forever question my decisions in finding the one
who will decide my existance
but what is the end result 
total fucking devastation

Reason for writing:

    im questioning whether there is a such thing as destiny    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-06 19:52:25
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:59
Poem ID: 58328

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