romance dies

by Antwan Fields - Aries

i woke up this morning and instantly i saw 
something that should be against the fucking law
my lover hadn't gone to sleep when i had 
he'd gone out 
but where?
and i shivered 
and loneliness set in
and suddenly came the voices 
dancing and screaming crazilyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy:
you gave it to him and he doesn't want it anymore
he doesn't want YOU anymore
hes off to collect someone else
and i shivered again and i began to believe them
but what did i expect?
i wanted to fuck more than he did!!
my morality dies a sad death as i search for the one 
the one who will cuddle me as i love him back
again dawns the death of a man possessed 
but by what?
i have never in my life felt more insane 
but what can i do?
i mean, i had my chance with danny 
and it went down the tubes
but as i dress in silence
and i ignore the sound of my self-esteem sinking
on i press
looking for love
but its not over
just one more thing
how time flies 
and romance dies. 

Reason for writing:

    haven't you ever felt like this?????    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-07 12:54:07
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:42:59
Poem ID: 58340

You need to log in to edit this poem if it is yours.

View more poems by Antwan Fields.