another shuts the door behind me and i walk away still searching jealousy inflames me and i shudder when i think this i should be saving for him whoever he may be i see others holding hands and my rage intensifies till i can't see straight but my pride helps me see through the angry tears in my eyes its my job to never be the one and it hurts oh,it hurts but i can't force any one to love me although i damn well have tried mine is yours and ill never find you life sucks that way that my love ISN'T your love yet is an obstacle but love isn't sex and sex isn't love im not good at crossing obstacles it must be my fate but... ill be faithful if i ever find you they'll carry me away to the stars but at least i can die knowing that i was forever yours and that the person i loved LOVED ME BACK.
Reason for writing:
ive accepted the theory that there is someone for everyone
now if only i could find the one for me...
Birth sign: Aries
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