I dont want to feel this way

by orange_4_m - Sagittarius

I feel like im emgulfed with black, 
So much I cannot see. 
Funny how I said id never 
Let pain get the best of me. 
But it has. 

You tell me things will get better. 
That after black comes white. 
And soon I will not feel this way. 
I hope to god you’re right. 

Cause I don’t wanna feel this way baby. 

I feel like im drowning in my thoughts, 
Too much is on my mind. 
But I cannot tell a soul 
Afraid that they might find, 
My pain. 

You tell me things aren’t so bad, 
That you’ve felt this way before. 
I wish I could believe you 
But by each passing day, it hurts more and more. 

I don’t wanna feel this way baby. 

It hurts to not hurt, 
Yet when I hurt im glad. 
Because I see things from a deeper perspective 
And everythings not as bad. 

But this is. 
Im sick, and you cant even see. 
I don’t wanna feel this way baby 
Because my pain is killing me.
Birth sign: Sagittarius
Date created: 2000-11-10 21:13:25
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:00
Poem ID: 58377

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