There's not a day that goes by in which I don’t contemplate when to die There's nothing that can save me now because my temporary releases are no longer allowed I can't say, can't leave. I'm stuck you see stuck here with my twisted perception of reality I am numb to any form of physical pain I can only relish in the kind that’s slowly driving me insane You try to make me understand that I'm not alone that others have problems even worse than my own This will only make things worse, knowing that I’m being forced to live with this curse This curse of evil that lives in my head apathetically telling me that I should be dead Telling me that things can never be changed Telling me that one must be deranged To want to live in this pathetic world So I invite you to watch as my life unfurls
Reason for writing:
just the normal bs
Birth sign: Aquarius
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