nightfall in boys town im feeling lost, just as i did the first day of high school, leaning against the wall i'm wishing that i could find love, but all i find are guys looking to get off,not that i have a problem with that but im wishing(somewhat) for what jesse has but my charm is off tonight, and thoughts of danny cloud my mind as i walk along halsted wondering if the powers that be hate me 12:00 hits, let the perversion begin but im with jimmy and jesse and i think of danny, am i cheating on him? i think so im frightend that all i wanted was to find someone but must i get emotional? that's how i am and i fell in love with danny, but what can i do i told myself at first it wasn't normal, but game can be played on your own mind as i found out jesse helped a lot, when i told him about danny he told me about angel, and i felt better he told me about being bi, i told him about being gay and we both agreed that it is hell when youre alone one day now i must wonder, who do i love? and why is it always nightfall when i fall? maybe its marcos, but he's in love with someone else i'm still looking, but its your call i saw jesse again, he looked about the same but i could see it, he was in love, and in the light of the moon i watched him turn to angel and tell her im in love myself with one person, and it was you the whole time! are they still together? i think so but who am i to talk, since i have no one to speak of?Birth sign: Aries
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