being me

by Antwan Fields - Aries

don't wanna talk about it
do you want to think about it 
trying not to ask about it
but i cant leave it alone
seeing myself as i am 
not changing, for ANYONE.
but i can at least improve
i asked for anyone but that's not me
And if i die, so what, at least i got to see
for 18 years, how to be me 
i ask for guidance, you give me hope 
till all of my mistakes extend 
this here rope
im me, i can't be anyone else
but i seemed to try anyway 
i was happy, fear has paralyzed my future
but hey: there is another life,right?
i talk but no one listens, i scream but no one helps
but life was going to end, and once its been called 
the number is set, and i am appalled 
but until that day, when rigor mortis sets in 
ill be generous, bitchy, silly, angry, kind, friendly,and horny, crazy, lazy and smart-
in other words, me.
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-14 12:50:07
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:01
Poem ID: 58438

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