i looked at him as he walked away from me and i was reminded of how much i loved him but i don't want our friendship to end its stupid, its silly, but going off willy-nilly isn't going to help me when i tell him he walked away, and my heart plummets and i re-think it and say "nah, maybe not" but then i look again and hope has returned and maybe this time i won't be spurned as i look in his direction i become afraid he'll see me looking, mooning over him like ive got a schoolboy crush but this is love, even though its one-sided i still want him, even though i had emmanuel convinced i didn't, and i am such a FUCKING 'tard for not speaking when i had the chance i held my peace and when i got up the nerve he turned on his heel and walked away. and while i feel good' i could not feel good about this the fact that he just got up and he walked awayBirth sign: Aries
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