Transparency

by Jessica Hoppus - Gemini

I can see right through you
Right into your soul
Can you see through me?
If so, you'll know that I'm missing something to make me whole

This can only be filled by that special one
The one that I'll be with through and through
I wish that I could find him soon
But now I'm sure he certainly is not you

I really thought I loved you
I gave you my heart
When you needed me, I was always there
But of my life, you were never a part

Whenever I was depressed
When I was filled with fear
When I really needed you
You were never here

I hated when you weren't around
I never had your shoulder upon to cry
You told me that you loved me
But so many times you told me a lie

You never cared about how you hurt me
It didn't matter how you made me feel
I really thought I loved you
But now I know that our love wasn't real

Don't worry I'm not mad
I'm glad that I know for sure
But I'd rather be with someone
Whose love I know is pure

So now you know it's over
I don't even want to be your friend
I don't want to revisit the lies you've told me
Or the places that we've been

I know that you didn't love me
So let's go our separate ways
Because in the time you've known me
You've hurt me every single day

Reason for writing:

    Hatred towards an ex-boyfriend    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2000-11-14 15:59:12
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:01
Poem ID: 58447

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