Too Afraid

by Ellie M - Scorpio

Maybe its just me, but I thought you felt it too.
The more time we spent together-I think i'm falling for you.

Those times you had tried to kiss me, putting your soft lips on mine.
I've always regretted holding back, but we had our others and I needed to draw the line.

It seemed after that last time, you were afraid to try again.
And I so badly want to tell you-one more gentle push, I'm ready to give in.

I'm too afraid to say the word love, because of what has happened in the past.
But even you said there's a bond between us, I hope it will always last.  

I have so many feelings toward you and I swear that they are true.
But I'm afraid you won't feel the same, and I'd ruin my friendship with you.

I guess no matter what happens, right now or later on.
I'll always be a friend to you, with that I can't go wrong.

Reason for writing:

    I like a very close friend of mine, but I'm afraid to tell him.  And I thought he might like me but I'm not so sure anymore, cuz at the time we were both we in other relationships.  And it's confusing for me.    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2000-11-15 23:30:20
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:01
Poem ID: 58463

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