left behind

by Antwan Fields - Aries

taken away from independence blvd and put on easy street
then after the breakup thrown away and becoming dead meat
black hole sun, let us give thanks that there is someone taking care of you
let it be known that this is for you too
grand, lad, says the irishman as you walk by him 
and i continue to be alone, after being left behind
after the fact, after it hits me im gone 
im out the door, wondering if its time to go
oh, destruction! i live as thee
and when life itself becomes clear for miles i can see
not the bullgod, but instead somone new
and i find that what they said of me is true
i cry tears of sadness when i realize the pain 
i put us through, and with him i had lain
it was for sex, but i could not stop it
and what will i do when asked? drop it
dying of lonliness, what the hell will i do?
when all my rage, comes down on you? 
i have no alibi for what i have done
just that you left me behind
as one.
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-16 12:35:17
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:01
Poem ID: 58467

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