gone away

by Antwan Fields - Aries

i lie shivering in the bed of nails i have been forced to 
lie down on, thinking bout the game that just went on
out of sight, out of mind, thats how i feel
im gone away, as i begin to die inside i scream silently
too early! too early!  too early! too early! 
my soul begins to rise and float away, the monsters come when they are sure i have died and i am dead
my soul rises, and i fly near the place which i once called home. a darkness rises and takes me by the throat and leaves me choking in agony
ive died, im going to heaven station and i cry
ghostly tears streaming down my face as i recall the laughter that once passed through my lips, with my people and my papers and all i wanted 
i committed suicide, and as i feared 
hey, im gone away for to stay, with game being run by me to
keep out of hell,and it may not work
as the tears flow freely i turn away and fly home.

Reason for writing:

    fear. i await my suicide that seems to be coming    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-16 17:53:56
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:02
Poem ID: 58470

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