they say i am lost

by Antwan Fields - Aries

they believe i am lost and they will save me 
what do i need saving from? 
i made my bed , i will lie in it 
what must i do to convince them i am there?
there is no return to where i was 
it is too late
for me, it was karma
murphy's law, fate
i ask forgiveness
you don't want my apolgies, so you say
you can't be my friend, youre gay
unpleasant guys, looking at me like i want them
don't you understand it is my own kind i seek??
don't take me to church and try to make me understand
no shock treatments, this is for real
the spector of death hangs over us all
and until the ax falls, and i get the call
you say i am lost, but the simple fact is:
i have been found.
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-16 18:00:43
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:02
Poem ID: 58471

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