When My Teddy Bear Died

by RedDream - Libra

To a certain extent
it was an unparalleled glimpse
of the beauty
that I made out of
my dark vision.
Splendid
someone said
so I turned around
and a holy, goddamn mirrow showed me
a furious witch
with a gun.
(Make everything untrue)
I took my father's  razor
blood everywhere
I get a kick out of it
-now let me!
Go, Mother, do us all a favour!
A suicidal tendency
oh, good  old  days!
Where is my teddy bear?
I put back the clock.
They lie to me;
grass has never been green
in my childhood
expect one time
-must have been in my Future life.
I get up
3 am
there's a sweet taste
of delusion.
Listen!
Can you hear the bombs?
Isn't that my neighbour?
Why does he miss his head?
Tomorrow:
I try to forget
the experiences
wihout avail.
Hit me!
Beat me up!
Like you used to.
(Makes me wanna sing lalala.)
Let me,
stop me if you dare!
I play with my teddy bear
now I realize
it's dead.
(Am I alive?)

Reason for writing:

    Can you hear my heart beating, beacuse the truth hunts me?!    

Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 2000-11-17 08:47:01
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:02
Poem ID: 58476

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