i wish i could be with you

by Antwan Fields - Aries

i disqualified myself from ever being with you when i found
that i liked what i did, but not only that 
you care how i dress, i don't but im trying to impress you
and i close my eyes to see how we could be 
im going to cry as i sit, i watch you and i feel
that when we met it wasn't love at first sight 
attitude made me a crazy sounding dude
proving once again that life is not fair, i won't even try, even as my body says take the dare and the lines fall 
because i can't, i won't and i don't stop
if i was with you, i would have treated you right
and knowingly, even then, held you at night
i call your name, danny, as it is known
and i didn't shine, and i did not think what had been shown
and if i die alone, let it be known
that it was my bad oats that were sown
another army, not of pigs but of hypocritical prigs
just asking for it..
you say society doesn't want us to be with each other!!FUCK SOCIETY!!
and i think of holding you, it is nightly 
copped out, took the fall and screamed shutup
as hell iced over and iced my whole getup
freezing cold in my bedroom where i lay 
saying to myself that this is the day 
but i begin to think, when i die 
will you forget me quick? hopefully not!
i wish i could have been with you when i was younger
when i was sure i had the world at my feet
let it be known, danny, right here on this poem
i loved you and my christmas present would have been you.
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-21 11:27:33
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:03
Poem ID: 58540

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