for who??

by Antwan Fields - Aries

there are flowers in on my table and the question is
who are they for? 
asking for salvation from my lonliness, the pain shooting through me like a needle
no relief in sight, the bell is tolling and i ask 
for whom is it tolling??
asking again for love, how do you see???
i am transformed 
from the guy who was looking for a good time
into someone looking for love
and choosing the wrong way
and they say i am a hater, whatever it means 
but i defend myself anyway
sure, of the good time i had, the memory remains
but what is it i can do???? 
when i ask for guidance, love and honor 
all i get is laughter, horror and the question:
for who?????
another asking for that which he will not get 
finding love for you isn't my job
but youre cupid! you have to find me love!!
he laughes in my face and says one word:NOT!!
as i am infuriated, and the night comes to an end
i am doomed to go without love for another week
and let the trip through hell begin
but as i say it, before you ask
this is who it is for:
me.
for who??????
and i walk off in a huff
love sucks when its not for you
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-24 14:34:07
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:04
Poem ID: 58606

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