IThink I Was Raped

by Samantha Lowe - Scorpio


We were together in the back of my car
I only wanted to hook up
You took it too far
We started kissing
Your hands traveled my body
I started to realise- you wanted more than I was dishing
I tried to stop you
Tried to yell 'stop'
But you thought I wanted sex too
My pants were off and so were yours
I kept screaming no
You thought I meant more
Yes I yelled your name
But I yelled the word 'No' too
If I had only known your games
Then maybe I wouldn't be writing this
When you stopped, there I sat up stunned
I didn't know what had happened
I didn't want to know
You tried to talk to me
Afterall, you're a guy in my class
We were friends
You wanted to be friends still
I dropped you off at your house
Still silent and unmoving
I cried myself to sleep that night
I didn't want to be who I was
Now I see you, each and every day
I talk to you like I did before
But in my heart, I want to scream
I can't tell anybody
My friends, my family, myself
That...
I think I was raped.  
Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 2000-11-25 13:08:34
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:04
Poem ID: 58629

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