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by Pistol Pete - Capricorn

Why am I alone
Only yesterday I had it all
My friend was there for me
And I was there for a friend
I still don’t know

Everything was coming together
I was happy and content
I had trust that life was good
No troubles to be seen

Trust was an enemy in disguise
Trust was fourteen years of waste 
Trust slapped me in the face with a grin
 Then silently turned its back

It sometimes catches up to me and acts like innocence  
Hello, it says, life is good, don’t you think
 I want reply with the truth but
I simply grin and turn my back with a lie

Trust doesn’t bother me anymore
Dose it bother me I cant answer that 
I still have to find out myself 
 All I know is that I go on by myself

Trust turned bad yesterday
But it was replaced by something greater
Love, 
Love found me yesterday
I feel it and it is welcome

Love fills the hole left in my heart that trust put there with its thoughtlessness
She fills me till I overflow with hope of a beautiful tomorrow
I feel her lift my feet into the clouds  and kiss me
She sings her song and my soul vibrates with warmth

Love is there, trust is………..
Well wherever it is I, does it really matter
 I guess I beat myself up on the inside with what I cant control 
But with every scratch put on my soul Love is there to tend to it 

She is my ear
She is my shoulder
She catches every tear and every woe
She is my shining star in my darkest night

She is my love

Reason for writing:

    Just a story in my life.    

Birth sign: Capricorn
Date created: 2000-11-27 19:23:14
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:05
Poem ID: 58657

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