cutting myself out of the family album

by Antwan Fields - Aries

this is a bad day
i walk around in a daze
my own family has said they don't care about me 
so fuck you
you say its about a shirt 
i know better 
you saw dre wear the shirt but said nothing 
and when i put it on you said it didn't fit
BULLSHIT!!!
youre not with me youre against me 
and i want to be out of the family again
18 rolls around and i want to change my name 
till im barely known and im not the same 
im scared,but im angry, and pissed is the word 
slapnut jackoffs!! i want to scream
MY OWN MOTHER DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ME 
that hurts the worst 
and saying you don't care how i dress when i try to go to school i want to look good for danny
but you care about how dre looks. so thats why by hook or by crook i want out of this family 
im sick and tired of being the odd man out: if you can't accept me then fuck you 
my own fucking family being homophobic
it sucks, but there's nothing i can do
and screw each and everyone of you
who call yourselves family 
if you can't support me 
i don't wanna be near ya
see ya!
when i turn 18 antwan fields will not be here anymore
Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-28 12:28:56
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:05
Poem ID: 58678

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