Confusion

by Pooh Bear - Leo

How do I describe all that I feel?
It's almost impossible to explain
One minute I want to cry because I mis him so much
The next I'm angry because of how he treated me in the end
I wish I could find a happy medium
Or better yet just be happy
I'm very good at pretending that I'm happy and everything is fine
In reality, he completely ripped apart my heart that I had so Willingly gave to him
If only I could tell him everything I feel
Maybe then he would understand
And we could posibly get back together
But what if we did?
Would things be the same?
Or could they be better?
Or worse?
I'm not sure if I should take the risk and find out
It was hard enough the first time
Why take that chance again?
But if I don't then how will I know?

Reason for writing:

    a break up    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2000-11-29 12:06:13
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:06
Poem ID: 58694

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