escape reality

by Antwan Fields - Aries

and the world turns faster and i try to keep from falling off, but it is impossible, and my dreams are getting scarier and scarier after a while and i begin to sing in my dreams of death, dying, blood, and other things i do not like to see in my dreams and danny appears in my dream with
TRIPLE H and they are at the bus stop and i am screaming silently but then i see my friends all walking or riding to
school and they are without me and i see my family laughing and playing and im still screaming and i can't move and suddenly i have to go to the bathroom and i feel agony and there is blood in my urine and suddenly its all blood and
im screaming out loud and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming and i'm crying blood now and i hear nothing but violin music and i wake up in a sweat and i have soaked my bed and im crying in my sleep and i think
I DON'T WANT TO DIE LIKE THAT and i get up and get ready for
school and in my mind i wish for older days and i wish i knew my future and i    fear   for   my    existance  in   this   world.

Reason for writing:

    this is a dream i had earlier today. this was the dream    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-11-29 13:12:26
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:06
Poem ID: 58698

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