Grasping for relief

by Spoon - Gemini


Isolated
Cold and Indifferent
Feeling less of a person
Where did everyone go
They were here for a moment
I turned around and they were gone
Though they're right in front of my face
I've felt this way for so long
An immoral crime
It happens all the time
Could it all make a difference
Not to me
I'm full of carelessness
full of hate
full of pain
full of desolation
full of strain
Or at least that's what it seems
I live my life as a dream
Turn around and look at the ground
I feel like the dirt, stomped on when found
I listen to the birds as they sing their happy song
I wish I could sing the way they do
I've tried all morning long
Instead I'll go find some smoke
so I can smile with each and every toke
but then i have no control
soon i feel tired and low
But I feel happy when I begin
Then I'm in a peaceful sleep when it all ends...
Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2000-11-29 23:43:51
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:06
Poem ID: 58711

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