God please help me through this time I need you here Need you here beside me He told me we’d just hook up Instead he took it further I screamed no He continued on Now I’m sitting here Writing this It’s the second time this month Only this time, I didn’t want it at all And I’m wondering how I ever got into this position I can’t tell anyone I can’t no matter what For if they knew My parents would press charges Against the guy in my classes The whole school would know I’d be in the middle of chaos In my life Everything would tear apart What if I’m pregnant? What would I do? If I don’t end up pregnant, it would be easier to hide No one will find out But my mind will go crazy I can’t get my mind off it I just have to keep smiling Faking it to everything Keep pretending that everything is all right That everything is normal But it isn’t I have to keep talking to him So that no one suspects anything I don’t know what to do Things are just a blur All I can see is him And me And… The rest of my life In pieces I don’t want to go on There’s no use Too much has changed I want to die.Birth sign: Scorpio
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