WHAT I FEEL

by CASEY - Virgo

WHAT I FEEL 


I FELT THIS PART OF ME EXPLODE FROM HUNGAR, FROM TASTE, FROM EXCITMENT, FROM TRUTH, 
FROM LUST, AND FROM LOVE. I LOVED SOMEONE SO STRONGLY THAT NEITHER WORDS, OR THOUGHTS COULD EXPLAIN.
I LOVED SOMEONE SO DEEPLY THAT I WAS KILLING MYSELF INSIDE, KNOWING THAT HE WASN'T THE ONE 
THAT I SEEKED OUT FOR SO LONG, LONGING TO BE LOVED, TO BE TOUCHED, WITHOUT THE FEELING OF LUST, OR 
SEEING THE LUST IN HIS EYES, THAT'S ALL I SAW, THAT'S ALL I FELT WHEN I MADE LOVE TO HIM.
HE DIDN'T LOVE ME. WHEN WE BROKE UP, HE ONLY WANTED ME BACK CUZ HE KNEW HE WAS A FOOL FOR LETTING ME GO. HE ONLY WANTED
ME BACK CUZ, HE KNEW WHAT I HELD DEEPLY IN MY HEART FOR HIM, BUT HE DIDN'T HAVE THE SAME, AND 
HE KNEW THERE WOULD BE NO OTHER LIKE ME, CUZ I HOLD THE GIFT, THE SPECIALTY, THAT CAN MAKE MY MAN FEEL 
LIKE HE ON TOP OF THE WORLD, JUST BY MY TOUCH, WHEN I SHARE MY FEELINGS, I SHARE, AND GIVE MY ALL, MY HEART AN
MY SOUL....  I FEEL HAPPY, HAVE WHAT I WANTED FOR SO LONG. I HAVE THAT FEELING, NOT LUST, BUT THE FEELING THAT
WAS SO LONG READY TO COME OUT OF ME.  TO HAVE MY HUSBAND, TO HAVE MY CHILD, AND HAVE MY BLESSINGS...
I FEEL A NEW LIGHT, AND IT'S GLOWING AND SHINNING SO BRIGHTLY, EVERYONE THAT COMES MY WAY CAN FEEL MY ENERGY,
JEALOUS, THAT THEY DON'T HAVE IT. 
 JOY IS WHAT I FEEL

Reason for writing:

    I WAS THINKING ABOUT MY EX-BOYFRIEND, AND MY NEW FOUND LOVE    

Birth sign: Virgo
Date created: 2000-12-05 15:28:56
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:43:08
Poem ID: 58815

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